Album Spotlight: Eric Church – Sinners Like Me

Posted in Artist Spotlight, Eric Church, Music Review, The Muse Speaks, country with tags on January 19, 2010 by facingtheanimal

Eric Church-sinners like me

Year: 2006

Record Label: Liberty

Track listing:

01.  before she does

02.  sinners like me

03.  how bout you

04.  these boots

05.  what I almost was

06.  the hard way

07.  guys like me

08.  lightning

09.  can’t take it with you

10.  pledge allegiance to the Hag (featuring Merle Haggard)

11.  2 pink lines

12.  livin part of life

If there were ever a perfect country album that came out of 2006, then this would have to be it.  I got this album after hearing the song, guys like me, and was hooked instantly on this singer.

Eric Church is doing what a lot of the many newcomers seem to be these days, singing traditional country songs, and mixing the new with the old. And when I mean mixing the new with the old, I mean showing their admiration for the country legends before them. That is no more evident on one of Church’s tracks, I pledge allegiance to the Hag, which is a dedication to the talents of Merle Haggard and features the man himself. The amusing thing about Merle Haggard featuring on this track is, that the song holds it own, without him.

And as much as I love the likes of Faith Hill, Shania Twain and the Dixie Chicks, the likes of Jake Owen, Billy Currington, Trace Adkins and now Church bringing back the traditional sounds of country music back is one that puts a smile on my face.

Church either wrote or co-wrote all the twelve tracks on his album, and this album is evidence that we should definitely sit up and pay attention to what’s going to happen with this country singer.

While it has the traditional country songs, that show pride in the blue-collar, and a love of the red, white and blue that is reminiscent of Charlie Daniels, Church is no redneck.

His songs also speak of politics, and ‘lightning’, one of the most poignant tracks on the album, is evident of that. It’s a song that saddened me from the first time I heard it, and is definitely worth listening to.

Nor does he shy away from the topic of casual sex and unexpected pregnancies from “two pink lines”.

This whole album is a goody of surprises, and I’m definitely a fan from the first track to the last. To be honest, there is not one track on this album that I could not listen to over and over again.

It’s filled with honest tracks that many people could relate to, whether it be what I almost was, a song about the path he didn’t take and was glad for, or any other.

Tracks not to be missed: how bout you, what I almost was, guys like me, lightning, pledge allegiance to the hag, 2 pink lines,  and livin part of life.

 

I give this album 5/5

 

Pandora’s Fashion Show 2009

Posted in Fashion, photography with tags , on January 10, 2010 by facingtheanimal

The Perfect Image

Posted in Heath, eating disorders with tags , on January 10, 2010 by facingtheanimal

 

Britney Spears, sex, and the ‘perfect’ image-These all seem to be the things that pop to mind when one thinks of the media. In recent years the media has turned the ‘perfect’ image into something that can now be considered crass, crude, and overtly sexual.

Open up any big name magazine like Cosmopolitan, Seventeen, or even Dolly and you’re guaranteed to find a half-naked woman lying on top of some man dressed in Versace, clutching a half-full glass of scotch in one hand and a cigar in the other. And if not that then something very close to it.

Flip a few more pages into that magazine and you’ll see pop icons acting overtly sexual, only in panties and a beaded necklace.

It seems that this or even the sight of a bikini-clad model lying on a shiny, red sports car is considered by the media to be a norm.

This is a scary thought to most. But Britney Spears and those like her, gyrating, and singing in revealing, low-cut clothing are a part of today’s society. And they get paid for it. The problem with this is that millions of very young, and very impressionable girls are buying their albums, and mimicking that very look and those very sexy dance movements.

It is these girls that are growing up assuming that they should look, act, and dress like their favourite pop icons, actresses, or the models they see in magazines.

This is a concern to Dr Katharina Dulckeit, who believes that the media is to blame for how children and teenagers act and perceive how they should be in today’s society.

“We live in a society where children have become accustomed to these blatant displays of sexuality, and this can’t be blamed on them but the media, as it is the media that has accepted it as a norm.”

Dulckeit believes the media has brainwashed people into seeing only outward appearances over other qualities such as intelligence and personality.

“Sadly a person’s individual intelligence, character, and moral worth play not the slightest role in whether they should be made into a role model. The media is more concerned about the amount of skin that is bared, and the more the better.”

The treatment of women as sex objects has never been so blatant these days, especially with magazines like FHM, and Ralph. These magazines bill women alongside toys, sex and cars as entertainment for men. This objectifies women and reduces them to nothing more than something that men can play with and discard whenever they feel like it.

Unfortunately it is not only just men’s magazines that are doing this. Cosmopolitan claims to be a magazine that empowers women, and is supposed to be a women’s magazine written by real women.

Yet it write articles like ‘man manual’ and ‘how to please your man in 50 different ways’; articles that treat women as if they are sex objects, put on this earth only to please a man.

Every day we see these pop stars, models and actresses adorning magazine covers. We, as a society revere them for their natural beauty, and what we perceive to be the ‘perfect’ image.

According to Sydney makeup artist Lila McGuiness what we’re not seeing is the hours that are taken to make these women look flawless.

“Actually the look isn’t all that natural when you think about it. If you look at any of these photo shoots you’ll see that this so-called natural beauty, is controlled by lighting, perfect positioning, stylists who find the most flattering outfit and then makeup.”

In most cases Lila says that the photos are then digitally enhanced with all blemishes, scars, wrinkles and discoloration’s erased. And it doesn’t even stop there.

“It also means that breasts can be lifted, and enlarged, skin enhanced with a glow, cheeks blushed, stomach muscles added and fat cropped out. They can even change the outfit, as they did with Meg Ryan, if they don’t like the result. Anything is possible. And it’s the norm.” says Lila.

The media, when portraying the ‘perfect’ woman doesn’t take into consideration how ‘normal’ women and teenage girls feel when they see this image, or how they see themselves. More often then not they are made to feel self-conscious even if they have nothing to be self-conscious about.

Through the media, advertising agencies and fashion designers have helped to breed insecurity and self-abuse by suggesting that only the wasted look is desirable. But this isn’t a new situation. The visual aspects of the media can influence from an early age. And it all started with Barbie.

One of the biggest dilemmas facing Barbie is that the current figure is setting a negative stereotype for children in society.

Not only does Barbie depict what society considers the perfect figure but she also has everything that a little girl might dream of. However her body sends the message that if you’ve got the body you get the guy, the beach house and the pink corvette.

This is a problem, when 90 percent of the Western girls aged between three and eleven own Barbie dolls and live in a world where Barbie and fairytale princesses are their main role models.

 They play with them unaware of the underlying messages that these figures contain.

Raising Women editor Debi Stagg says it is Barbie, with her ridiculously tiny waist, enormous breasts, and long, slender legs that is sending out the wrong message to young girls about what is the perfect image.

“It’s not just Barbie but fairytale characters that are relying on their looks to attract a handsome mate because they believe that they need a man to take care of them. Take Sleeping Beauty for example, she goes to sleep, doesn’t age and doesn’t wake until Prince Charming kisses her. It’s all sexual and giving children the wrong message. It says I’m a helpless dumb woman, who needs a man to make her life complete.” Debi says.

But even before females reach their teenage years, many of them have forsaken Barbie and fairytales and are instead absorbing highly sexualised images that surround them.

“In a sense they are trading the ideal messages sent by Barbie dolls for the sexual images that display real-life Barbie dolls and models as their ideals. It’s sick. Because when many young girls hit puberty they are scared of gaining weight and not being ‘perfect’ ” says Debi.

Advertisers play a major role in this. They often emphasise sexuality and the importance of physical attractiveness in attempt to sell their products but this is a growing concern because of the pressure that is placed on not only women but also men to focus on their appearance.

Advertising agencies may adversely impact women’s body image, which can lead to unhealthy behaviour in women and girls striving for the ultra-thin body idealised by the media.

In an International Poll done by advertising agency Saatchi and Saatchi it was found that 27% of young women believe that the media pressures them to have the perfect body and it was found that ads made women fear that they were too unattractive and old.

On average women see 400-600 advertisements per day, and by the time a woman is 17 years old she has received over 250,000 commercial messages through the media.

Only Nine percent of those messages have a direct statement about beauty but many more emphasise the importance of beauty.

This constant exposure to female-orientated advertisements can influence girls to become self-conscious about their bodies and obsess over their physical appearance as a measure of their worth.

Advertisements emphasise thinness as a standard of female beauty, and the bodies idealised in the media are frequently atypical of normal, healthy women.

Statistics show that today’s fashion model weighs 23% less than the average female and young women between the ages of 18-34 have a seven percent chance of being as slim as a catwalk model and a one percent chance of being as thin as a supermodel.

This same study shows that magazine models influence 69% of teenage girls’ ideas of what is the perfect body shape, and the pervasive acceptance of this unrealistic body type creates an impractical standard for the majority of women.

Women frequently compare their bodies to those they see around them, and researchers have found that exposure to idealised body images lowers women’s satisfaction in their own appearance.

This is a growing concern, as the health industry believes that the depiction of thin models may lead teen girls into unhealthy weight control habits because the image they seek to copy is one that is not only unattainable but also unhealthy for many girls. A study found that 47% of girls were influenced by magazine pictures to want to lose weight but only 26% of these girls were actually overweight. Research has also found that stringent dieting to achieve the ‘perfect’ body can play a key role in triggering eating disorders.

According to Dr Katharina Dulckeit girls who are dissatisfied with their bodies show more dieting, anxiety and bulimic symptoms after prolonged exposure to fashion and advertising images in a teen girl magazine. And this can cause women in their teens and twenties to begin smoking in order to control their appetites.

“It’s very difficult for teens to develop healthy attitudes towards sexuality and body image when much of the advertising aimed at them is filled with images of impossibly, thin, fit, beautiful and highly sexualised young people. The underlying market message is there is a link between physical beauty and sex appeal, popularity and material success.”

Fashion marketers like Calvin Klein, and Guess use provocative marketing campaigns featuring young models. These ads sell more clothing to teens but in the process are also selling adult sexuality and the thin look.

Everywhere women go they are bombarded by the media’s idea of the perfect body. This unrealistic stereotype is portrayed in music videos, movies, magazines, and on television. They kept banging out the same message, to teen girls especially, that they are not thin enough, or pretty enough. Millions of dollars each year are spent on diet regimes, supplements and exercise equipment. These are purchases made mainly by healthy girls who are plagued with feelings of inferiority.

Messages that imply that young girls are not good enough the way they are, and that they have to have the product being sold to fit in, can cause various eating disorders, suicide and drug use in young girls and women. That is because they then feel that they struggle to measure up to that image.

Louise* is one young woman that understands the effects of advertising and the constant portrayal of the ‘perfect’ image.

Diagnosed with anorexia at 18, she says it all started through not feeling beautiful enough, and then not thin enough. She truly believed that for her to be beautiful she had to be thinner. At only 55 Kilograms this was a danger to her already slender body, as she constantly refused to believe that she was thin.

“There are ads that tell you how you should dress and what you should look like and then they say ‘but we respect people for what they choose to be like.’ Okay, but which one do I do first?”

Louise says that almost every magazine she picked up had the ideal female body and face selling their product. They focused constantly on diets and other beauty enhancing products, and every time she read them she felt inferior.

“Reading articles on how to apply the perfect make-up and what to do to make myself look gorgeous made me wonder what was wrong with my hair, my body and my skin. I just felt abnormal and ugly.”

Vivian Hanson-Meehan, Founder of the National Association of Anorexia Nervosa and Other Associated Disorders says that advertisers make money off women’s insecurities without thinking of the consequences of it at all.

“Magazines reflect images of thinness and beauty, and link them to other symbols of happiness, love and success for women, and this can be a real danger. Unfortunately this advertising works because women and girls never feel that they are perfect, especially after they see the ‘perfect’ image for so long, and feel that in order to be beautiful, popular or fashionable they have to fit this image.”

She says that young women are tired of feeling second rate because they can’t match the ‘perfect’ image seen so often in the media, that to obtain the ultra thin look many young women restrict their food intake.  Sometimes they take drastic measures and in doing so disorders can develop, such as Anorexia Nervosa and Bulimia Nervosa.

“Anorexia Nervosa generally starts between 12-18 years, and is characterised by restrictive food intake, weight loss and excessive exercise. Up to one percent of adolescent girls develop it. Another eating disorder is Bulimia Nervosa, which is the binge/purge syndrome. It typically can develop between 16-20 years of age. Three percent of teenage girls develop this disorder.”

Hanson-Meehan concedes that it’s not just the media but also a young woman’s immediate surroundings such as her family and friends that can trigger Anorexia and Bulimia but believes that the media contributes to a large part of this.

She believes that the media and other prosaic sources, including the weight loss industry, have a responsibility to redefine the parameters of external beauty, and to represent every body type.

“Promoting healthy eating and self-acceptance is a much more positive and a constructive message to convey to the world rather than sexuality and thinness. We need to convey that external attractiveness is skin deep and that we should all look within our souls to discover our real true beauty.”

Album Spotlight: Dolly Parton – Backwoods Barbie

Posted in Music Review, The Muse Speaks, country with tags on January 5, 2010 by facingtheanimal

Dolly Parton-Backwoods Barbie

Record Label: Dolly Records/A2M Distribution

Year: 2008

Track Listing:

01.  Better Get To Livin’

02.  Made Of Stone

03.  Drives Me Crazy

04.  Backwoods Barbie

05.  Jesus and Gravity

06.  Only Dreamin

07.  The Tracks Of My Tears

08.  The Lonesomes

09.  Cologne

10.  Shinola

11.  I Will Forever Hate Roses

12.  Somebody’s Everything

The original country blonde bombshell is back with her latest album, Backwoods Barbie. Her most commercial album in a while, it sees Dolly departing from her experimenting with pop, bluegrass and heading back to her country roots. 

I’m the first to admit that I am a bona fide Dolly Parton fan. I have been since I was 8 years old and discovered in the same day the beauty that is The Beatles’, “Yesterday” and Dolly’s “Jolene”.

That doesn’t mean I haven’t cringed at some of the musical choices that Parton has made over the years, but this time is not one of them.

Backwoods Barbie sees Parton return to form, although, it’s not, without some debatable song choices. I still can’t stop myself cringing every time I hear Dolly’s version of “She drives me crazy”. No matter how great a singer Parton is, her cover of the song comes of as disco cheesy.

Having said that, there are some stellar performances on this album, including the title track, Backwoods Barbie, which in sound is eerily familiar to one of her biggest hits, Coat of many Colors.

One of the biggest selling points about Dolly is that her songs- give or take a few dozen, are simple songs with no-frills tracks. Another selling point is that she’s not afraid to make fun of herself, and people’s perception of her. The title track Backwoods Barbie see Dolly take the perceived dichotomy of people and her image and turn it into a brilliantly written song. While it’s an autobiographical tune in which she describes wanting to turn herself into Barbie, it also conveys to look a little closer beyond the image.

With lyrics “Don’t let these false eyelashes lead you to believe that I’m as shallow as I look / ‘Cause I run true and deep”, it quickly points out that she is not just a blonde bombshell, but also a lauded songwriter, and singer.

Another huge selling point of Dolly is that she tells stories so well through her songs. A fine example of this is the poignant ballad, “Cologne”, in which Dolly assumes the role of the other woman in an extra-marital affair. It tells the story of her having to quit perfume, so as not to leave the scene on her man when he returns to his wife.

Even with songs she hasn’t written, Dolly has an uncanny way of interpreting a song, and turning it into her own. Of the few songs that she didn’t write on this album, only one stands out. While “She Drives Me Crazy”, drives me crazy and “The Track of My Tears” is a good attempt, it is “Jesus and Gravity” that really shines through. Definitely one of my favorites on this album, it is inspirational to say the least.

Backwoods Barbie is a return to commercial country from Ms Parton, and one that should not be missed.

Tracks that stand out: Shinola, Jesus and Gravity, Backwoods Barbie, I Will Forever Hates Roses.

Album Spotlight- Ozzy Osbourne: Under Cover

Posted in Metal, Music Review, The Muse Speaks with tags on January 5, 2010 by facingtheanimal

Record Label: Sony

Year: 2005

Track Listing:

01.  Rocky Mountain Way

02.  In My Life

03.  Mississippi Queen

04.  Go Now

05.  Woman

06.  21st Century Schzoid Man

07.  All The young Dudes

08.  For What It’s Worth

09.  Good Times

10.  Sunshine Of Your Love

11.  Fire

12.  Working Class Hero

13.  Sympathy For The Devil

 What the hell was Ozzy thinking? That’s the first thing that comes to mind in listening to Under Cover. The next thing is that he obviously wasn’t because this is one of the worst cover albums I have ever heard.

It’s cringe-worthy. And, for someone who is a huge Ozzy fan that’s a hard thing to say about the Prince of Darkness.

But, a covers album of poorly chosen songs? Not his best move. It might have not been so bad if he hadn’t managed to destroy every song he stumbled through. It could have been feasible if the songs chosen hadn’t been so poor.

I mean Ozzy singing Lennon’s ‘Woman’?
Not only is there absolutely no contest between Lennon and Ozzy but Ozzy tends to warble through it with a lack of conviction and no emotional impact. In truth, his version of ‘Woman’ is more of an insult rather than a tribute.

Granted, this was part of the Prince of Darkness 4 Disc set, but to release it by itself…another poor move. At least with the box set you could sit through it, and know that there were 4 more Discs that surely had to be better. Unfortunately, you can’t do that with this disc.

 In listening to this album, it is hard to believe that this is a man that has produced worthier albums such as Blizzard of Oz, Ozzmosis and more recently Black Rain.

 However, having said that a highlight to this album is that it makes a fine coffee coaster.

 Kiddies, if you want to keep remembering Ozzy as the Prince of Darkness and not the pathetic putz you see on The Osbournes, forget this album and buy Black Rain instead.

 I find even hard to give it 1/5

The Bucket List: The Top Ten Things to Do Before Dying

Posted in The Muse Speaks, The Top Ten, ponderings with tags on January 3, 2010 by facingtheanimal

I’m a huge fan of The Bucket List. I love that film and the whole concept of making a list of everything you want to do before you kick the bucket so to speak. I watched the film last night and it got me thinking about all the things that I want to do before I die. So I decided to write my own list.

Now anyone who knows me knows lists are not a hard feat for me. In fact I thrive on lists. I’m that sort of person. But sitting down today, chewing on my pen (a bad habit that can be quite disgusting when the pen leaks), it struck me that it’s not that easy a list to make.

In deciding what you want to do before you kick the bucket- do you write down all the girly dreams most girls dream of? To meet Prince Charming, get swept off your feet for the perfect white wedding, have the 2.5 children and  the white picket fence? Or go for something a little more adventurous?

Personally, I’ve never been a big fan of Prince Charming so opted to cross off marriage from the list. It was quite easy to do- surprisingly easy, in fact. Maybe it’s because I never wanted to grow up, get married and raise a family. That’s not my dream.

Actually I was quite the opposite. I didn’t want to get married and be the perfect little wife. I didn’t want a big wedding. I didn’t want to raise a parcel of kids and be the soccer mom that my mom constantly wishes I will become.

My main reason for opting marriage and kids from the list is this: Marriage should not be on any list let alone a bucket list. If it’s going to happen to you then it’s going to happen to you and if it doesn’t then you’ll survive it. The same can be said for kids.

So, you may ask- what is on my bucket list?

To get published

This means more to me than anything in this whole world. I’ve been published before. I’ve written feature articles, reviews and interviewed musicians for magazines here in Australia and overseas. I’ve been published for my photography. That’s not the kind of published I mean. I want to be a published author. As in a best–selling novelist who has more than one book inside of her and wows people with her literary brilliance.

I dream of getting published like some girls dream of white weddings. I know it’s going to happen someday, it’s just a matter of when. As I’m getting closer and closer to finishing ‘Nowhere to Run’, it’s beginning to dawn on me that this could possibly happen. And it terrifies me, but I guess it is one thing that I can cross off my list.

Move Overseas

O.K I guess I have an unfair advantage. I’ve done this already. Truth is- this one kind of goes hand in hand with the top one. My main aim is to get published in the United States, which of course means moving over there. I love the United States. In fact, I have more of an affiliation with it than I do my own birth country.

I’ve never known what the connection was but maybe it was cemented by the fact I fell in love for the first real time in California. Some of my first experiences happened there and they’ve stayed with me.

It just seems like a sane and normal decision to move over there, especially when my novels are set there. Nowhere to Run is set in Los Angeles and the second one of the series is to be set in New Orleans. The third in the series will be in Texas and the Fourth in New York. I plan on spending a lot of time in those states and cities working on the novels.

I’m not going to deny that part of the appeal comes from spending as little time as possible with my family. Don’t get me wrong, I love my family I just love them so much more when they’re millions of miles away.

This is another one I plan on ticking off either this year or next year. It may not happen straight away but it is going to happen.

Get Inked

I love tattoos. I love the designs, the colors and the symbolism behind them all. If you asked anyone a reason for their tattoo, more often than not there is a cute little story that can be shared. For example a friend of mine has the tattoo darkness tattooed on her foot. She got darkness because she believes the word reflects her and the knowledge that there is a little bit of that darkness within her. I love the fact she is bold enough to go ahead and say it- knowing people will often look and and wonder what the hell it means. She either explain why she chose darkness or let them surmise it for themselves. The Tattoo lends a little mystery in some respects.

I’m still trying to decide what to get, but I’ve decided where I want it. I want it either on my shoulder or on my lower back. I’m just not sure what yet and have been deliberating on a few things.

The thing about tattoos you need to really be clear about what you want because you are stuck with them for life. One rash decision and you’re stuck with a butterfly on your ass for life or even worse an ex girlfriend’s name that has to be changed to wino – a term not exactly complimentary in any sorts.

The Valley of Kings

I love Egypt or, as it would happen, Egyptian History. The tales of Cleopatra and the Egyptian Kings such as Ramses or Tutankhamen have always fascinated me. I can’t explain it, but it’s almost as fascinating to me as Henry the VIII is. In fact, I love most history but to me Egyptian is riveting.

One of my biggest dreams is to visit the Valley of Kings- not just because it is enriched with Egyptian History but because it is an archaeological wonder. This is a site that for 500 years has held the tombs of some of the Greatest Egyptian Kings and Queens of all time.  

I love travelling of any sort and find Europe so amazingly beautiful because it is so enriched with history and marks of the old world but Egypt is it for me. I want to immerse myself in the history, the religion and experience it all. So the Valley of Kings is on my To Do List.

To obtain and maintain the perfect body

Anyone who knows me knows that I am obsessed with the body beautiful or my desire to have the perfect body.

I know that this is a New Year’s Resolution to that most people blurt out in a moment of haste and instantly forget as soon as they’re reaching for the remote control and the last piece of fried chicken. Not me. I actually hate New Year Resolutions but this year decided if I was going to get anywhere, I was going to need to suck it up and make them. So, I’ve decided to drop the 9 kilos I want to lose (18 pounds for those who refuse to switch metric systems like everyone else) and tone up to have a killer body.

I used to have a wee eating issue about 4 years ago called Anorexia. It’s one of those issues that never leaves you completely but you learn to live with it and sometimes you get fat, freak out and lose it again only to start the cycle again.

Either way, I’ve decided one of the things I want to achieve before I pass on and say goodbye to this bad-ass world is to have a body that even I would be proud of. 

The Kokoda Trail

Call me crazy but one of my biggest aspirations is to trek the Kokoda trail. Yes, I know while some of you may think that this is 98kms of pure hell, but to me it would be a trek of a lifetime.

Firstly, photographically it would be awe-inspiring. My shutter finger is almost trembling with anticipation of the breathtaking shots that would be taken.

Secondly- it is a walk through history. For those who don’t know their Australian history, a series of battles were fought between the Australian and Japanese forces on the track. It’s a tourist hot spot for Australians, and each year thousands make the pilgrimage.

Thirdly- the physical and mental endurance would be a challenge that no fitness freak could resist. It can take between 4 days to 12 to complete but I’m sure every moment spent camping out – something I loathe with a fiery passion- would be worth it in the end.

Visit all 50 States of the U.S

I love road trips. I kid you not. There’s nothing more satisfying than rolling down the window, turning up the music and just driving off into the unknown during the summer. One of my favorite memories is of the first time I ever decided to go overseas by myself. I decided to head to the States and road trip around California. I had planned on short trip that lasted a little longer. I spent the first three months travelling around California by car, bus, train- any mode of transportation I could get before eventually settling in San Francisco and Los Angeles. It was a blast – an unforgettable journey, with memories that still make me want to laugh, cry or smirk.

Since then I’ve been to Nevada, Texas, New York and a few other wonderful places but my idea of heaven would be to travel right throughout the states either on one large road trip or a little at a time.

In fact I’ve already started planning. April will see me visit many different cities and States and I for one am looking forward to it. It’s relatively cheap to do so, and the concept of soaking in different atmospheres still leaves me with butterflies in the stomach.

Establish myself as a Photographer

I love photography. I have since I was little and rarely remember a time when I didn’t have a camera of some sorts in my hand. I currently own 7 and just ordered my first professional camera- a Canon EOS 1000D with three extra lenses. It cost a pretty penny, but it is going to be worth it if I can establish myself as a photographer.

I’ve always loved being behind a camera more than I’ve liked being in front of one. Photography triggers so much emotion in me. Maybe it’s my eye as an artist that allows me to see so many things differently- not just as a writer but as a photographer.

I’ve been lucky enough to be published in a couple of coffee table books as well as in Aqua Pulse but I want to really build a photography folio. Luckily I have friends and family who allow me to play with them- be warned friends I plan on playing a lot more once I get my new camera.

One of my biggest dreams is to make a name for myself in photography as well as writing. Not just to have something to fall back on but because it is a genuine pleasure of mine.

It’s just one more profession I’d like to play with before I die, I guess.

Start My Own Business and Establish it

This has sorted of already been started in some form. In 2009 Muses II Media was formed with a fellow writer and friend Melissa. We’re not sure where we want to take it, but I know whatever we decide to do would be brilliant. We just need to get our acts together. Lately, the only thing that has consumed me has been writing Nowhere to Run and getting my new blog facingtheanimal up and running.

2010 shall be our year to kick some serious ass in every direction.

Learn How To Love Myself

This is probably one of the most important aspects of the list and the one I have failed to achieve on so many different levels.

I’m self-destructive, have a self-loathing that is legendary to most of my friends and my biggest critics but I’ve decided that now is the time to make changes to my life and learn how to love myself. I’ve always believed that if I can’t love myself than how could anyone else?

It’s a question I still ponder.

So, those are the top ten of my bucket list of what I want to do before I do. My challenge to all you fine folk is to work out what your top ten bucket items are and why?

It could be that you want to get married, become a parent or want to travel to Atlantis or the end of the earth.

Drop me a line and let me know.

 

A Writer’s Perspective on Writers

Posted in The Muse Speaks, ponderings on December 28, 2009 by facingtheanimal

I’ve come to the conclusion that writers are almost –if not- impossible to live with. Now you may be scratching your head and wondering what makes me think this. It’s not because I’ve experienced living with a writer. In fact I live with people who seem to make it their mission to read and write as little as possible. Their mission instead seems to spend countless hours in front of the idiot box.

I say this because I am said writer.

I say it because I see the resigned look of family and friends faces when they realize I am in ‘that’ frame of mind- the one where nothing else matters but churning out this chapter that is stuck within my mind.

I say it because I have no illusions as to my being the perfect girlfriend/wife, daughter or best friend. I’m not. If anything I am far from it.

But here’s the gist. Most people who know me knew that when I took this gig that it wasn’t going to be an easy ride and luckily have accepted it.

Writers are anti-social

Ok. This is partially true. It’s not our fault. No, seriously it’s not. Usually we are bugged by non-writer types who have this grand illusion that we need to get out more. This usually results in a very uncomfortable and unusual silent dinner in which we writers conspicuously look at our watches.

This probably sounds like a tick in the anti-social box but here’s the simple truth. We’re writers. That’s what we do. We were not born to socialize. We were born to write. Yes, we love you and we enjoy spending time with you but guess what? We like spending time with our writing more. It consumes us.

While you’re sitting across wondering why the hell you even took it upon yourselves to get us out of our jim jams and into fresh air, we’re thinking about sub-plots and the quickest way to poison someone without leaving a trace.

Now this doesn’t mean we don’t want to spend time with you. It doesn’t mean we don’t love you. We just like to be left well alone when we write. We don’t need people constantly walking in and out of our study/writing area and asking inane questions.

Once the novel is finished, we will take a deep breath, surface and spent quality time with everyone we love before we de-surface again for the next saga.  It’s just who we are. You knew this when you involuntarily took this gig on.

Writers are unobservant.

This is a favorite quote of my family and friends. I’ve been told by that a bomb could go off in the middle of my living room and I wouldn’t notice. Now that’s not entirely true.

Writers are actually quite observant. It’s what helps makes us brilliant writers. We just notice things that are important to us. This includes the shape and contrast of blood spatter on a wall, the heavy treads of a killer’s footsteps as he stalks his prey or the sounds of a death rattle as his victim takes his last breath.

It does not include cans of empty sodas on the bench or the pile of clothes desperately in need of ironing.

Yes, there are occasions where dinner will not be cooked. There will even be times where you will come home to find us wearing the same clothes we were wearing when you left for work. And yes, we do forget to eat and will drink coffee that has been sitting there for two hours.  These are all the stuff you may deem important but when we have a deadline to be met, they are things we will ignore.

Writers will use their friends and family as their muses.

Be warned. This is true. Whether we mean to do it intentionally we will twist and contort characteristics of everyone we know and turn them into characters for our latest creation. We sometimes will blatantly steal your anecdotes and turn them into our characters experiences. Don’t worry, you’re not alone. Without even realizing it we throw so much of ourselves also into our work. It’s why we are so scared of being rejected.  It’s why our novels become our babies.

And God forbid you should cross us or even worse- ask to be used in our twisted little creations. My best friend agreed readily when I asked if I could use her profession, an alternate of her name and put her in the prologue of my new novel ‘Nowhere To Run’. Luckily she has a sense of fun and didn’t mind all that much that the first scene saw her raped, tortured and murdered.

We will question you however if you ask if you can be the serial killer. Unless we decide to make you one, please don’t ask. It’s just plain creepy. (A former friend of mine who shall remain nameless asked if he could be the serial killer in my novel- the said killer who rapes, tortures and slits the throat of his victims-needless to say I distanced myself from him shortly afterwards).

Give Writers their space and let us write.

Here’s the news. If we say we want to be left alone to write, please do it. Do not knock on the door or even pop in just to see how we’re doing. If we wanted you to know what we were doing, we would come out and tell you.

If we want liquids, foods or feel the need to stretch our legs we are quite capable of doing so ourselves. Although we do readily forget to eat, drink and take a break that usually means we are on a roll and god help you if you dare to interrupt us.

I love my family to pieces but I like to think that they have learnt that when I have turned the music up really loudly and I am locked in a room for hours on end, I am writing. I do not want you coming in, sitting on the edge of my desk and asking me to describe what my novel is about. Especially, when you have the attention span of a Knat and will start discussing something randomly like how I should clean my desk because it will make it easier to find things.  If you didn’t really want to be told how said writer has dumped the headless body in an abandoned field then don’t ask.

I’m lucky enough to have someone in my life who does understand the term space. In fact he encourages it actively (Perhaps this I should be worried about?).  He will either hear the swift change in my tone when I am suddenly distracted while talking to him or that glazed expression that indicates I’ve gone off to my own little dark world where serial killers are running amok and victims are piling up by the dozen.

Luckily he knows me well enough to just smile indulgently and say the two words I want to hear ‘Go Write’. Nor does he find it disturbing to start a phone call to me with ‘So, did we kill anyone today?’

Writers are not shiny, happy people

Accept it. Unless we’re someone who writes those God Awful self-help books or taking a heavy dosage of valium, don’t expect us to be shiny, happy people.

Now I’m not saying there aren’t writers who are permanently on a high (My guess is they regularly imbibe in speed or other medicinal products but that’s just me.) just that writers are notorious for being self-absorbed, dark and twisted personalities. Still don’t believe me? Does Ernest Hemingway ring a bell? No? How about Sylvia Plath? I can see from that stunned expression on your face you’re wishing you hadn’t crawled out from under your rock. O.K, I get it. How about Anne Rice or Leo Tolstoy?

Hell, if you’re still scratching your head there’s the likelihood you’re one of those people writers hate. You don’t get the references. You will never get them and you think that sunlight is actually good for you. You’re the very shiny, happy people we writers can’t stand.

Writers (In fact all artists alike) are brilliant at what they do because they can tap into that dark source from within and use it to their advantage. It’s why we have the ability to churn out stories that make your hair stand on end, or make you bawl your eyes out on a moving train in front of hundreds of other travelers. We revel in it. It’s what makes us who we are. Don’t try and change us into shiny, happy twits. We will just retreat further.

Some of the best stuff I have written has come from that dark place. It’s where you pour everything you have into a chapter and by the end of it you either hate it or are reaching for a tissue because you’re crying so hard it hurts.

Time means little to us

I have to confess in most cases this does not relate to me. I live by my watch. I don’t like being late to anything. However, if I am writing it’s a whole different ball game. I think it must be a general rule that writers do not notice time passing us by. The only time we will notice it is when we have a pressing deadline- then we will hear every tick, every minute, every hour at a high decibel rate.

Again, it’s not because we’re unobserving but because we simply lose track of it. The thing about writing is that it sucks you so deeply within it, that you stop hearing, seeing and feeling anything around you. So, yes WW3 could occur in a writer’s living room but unless it distracts them, they’re not going to notice it. You could dress up like a go-go dancer and do the can-can around their desk and the only response you’re likely to get is a passing glance before they return to writing again.

I’m guilty of this. When I’m writing I tend to plug in my headphones, turn up the music and just tune out to everything but my writing and the music. I’m also guilty of starting writing at 9pm only to glance at the clock at 3am and realize it is way past bedtime. More often than not I have gone to work with less than four hours sleep. It’s a habit I’ve become accustomed to.

Patience is a Virtue

See the words above. Try them. Yes, we know as writers that we can be unpredictable, trying and give a whole new meaning to the word patience. Patience is a word friends and family of writers need to learn quickly. Trust me on that one, because writers will test to see how far they can press it time and time again.

Mainly because it’s a word we have to be familiar with at the same time unfamiliar with. We’re impatient in most things we do except our writing. Usually we are rushing to get back to our work. We’re well aware that we try the patience of everyone around us especially when we are in a black mood and snapping at our loved ones. It’s not because we mean to but we are frustrated or just want to throw ourselves into our work and something is holding us back.

Be Prepared

Be prepared for the tantrums and the black moods. Be prepared for the frustration that will come with writer’s block. Be prepared to be in it for the long haul. You’ll see both the upsides and downsides of what a writer can go through. If you’re there for the start, you’re going to need to be prepared for the rejection letters, the desolation that will follow and the tears that will fall. If you’re even luckier to be there for the end, you may see the pride and joy that comes from being recognized as a published author.  

The main thing is to remember- be prepared because it doesn’t happen overnight and it will be a bumpy ride.

Eccentricities

This is one you’re just going to have to deal with. Suck it up and get used to it. We’re eccentric not crazy. Accept that when having a conversation with us we will switch topics so rapidly you start to wonder if you’re talking to one or many personalities. Our brains are not necessarily wired the same as yours.

This means that we will stop midway through conversations about your latest boyfriend/girlfriend and switch to commentary about our novel. This doesn’t mean we want you to reply, just that we have switched off from your latest fling and retreated to our own world.

Also don’t be surprised if mid-sentence we will spew out an idea for the next novel or something that needs to go in our next chapter. Be even less surprised when we reach for that trusty notepad we carry anywhere.

And lastly just remember the most important one of all

Love us for us.

‘Nuff said really.

Ten Christmas Tunes For Your Ipod

Posted in The Muse Speaks with tags on December 27, 2009 by facingtheanimal

To me Christmas just doesn’t begin to feel like Christmas until I am listening to some of the cheesiest, powder puff Christmas songs. For some reason, I held off on the Christmas music this year until the last minute. I just couldn’t bring myself to play anything. I didn’t feel like I was in the Christmas spirit – I didn’t think I would ever get into the spirit.

But what do you know? Christmas Eve came around and I turned on the radio to hear Band Aid’s ‘Do They Know It’s Christmas?’ and that little switch plug inside of me turned on neon red and green. All my protests of how much I hated Christmas disappeared and instead I was flooded with feelings and joy.

In the spirit of all things Christmas, here are my top ten Christmas tunes you should have on your ipod (In no particular order whatsoever!)

White Christmas- Bing Crosby

This was recently voted the top Christmas tune of all time and I’ve got to agree with it. The best selling single of all time, this is probably the epitome of Christmas. While I live in a country where hell is more likely to freeze over than a White Christmas happening, that doesn’t change the fact my vision of Christmas is always winter and snowy.

This song has been done by many- from The Drifters to Twisted Sister (No, folks I am not kidding you although I seriously wish I was!), Bing is still the man when it comes to this song. His vocals are smooth, and wistful- the perfect start to the Christmas season.

Do They Know It’s Christmas? –Band Aid

I love this song. This is the song for me. This is the one that puts me straight into the Christmas spirit. I’m talking about The Band Aid version- not the piece of crap versions that came out a few years back and even further back than that. Let’s face it, if the original is the best you just don’t try and cover it again and again. They’ve covered it twice now, and I’m hoping that they’ve now decided to give up and accept that the original rocks. A Charity single, it soared to the charts and is still played on radio here at Christmas time.

I heard it for the first time and it struck a chord in me. Not just because it is a charity single, but because the tune is actually quite nice on the ear. With a bunch of musicians big in their heyday (some still are soaring the charts- Bono for an example), it was a brilliant marketing move that worked.

And even if you don’t like the song, check out the videoclip. See Bono before he grew into his looks and donned the trademark glasses. Mullet galore peoples.

Snoopy’s Christmas- The Royal Guardsmen.

This song is as old as the hills and another personal favorite. It’s also another that gets played repeatedly at Christmas. I was about 7 the first time I heard this tune. It was in Ms Hart’s class at Brown Owl Primary School (Yes I actually went to a primary school named Brown Owl but let’s get past that fact shall we?) and it caught me as soon as I heard it. We actually had to learn how to sing it for a performance. I don’t know why it stuck with me but it just has. It’s a cheerful little tune about Snoopy and the Red Baron and how Christmas is a time of forgiveness. Maybe it gives me hope in a world where there is not much of that- I don’t know. It’s just a beautiful tune.

Happy Xmas (War Is Over)- John Lennon

This is another overplayed tune that I still love. I grew up on this song. Hearing this tune was an indication that Christmas was coming. I have to admit I have a soft spot for anything Beatlesque. Written by John Lennon and Yoko Ono, it is actually a protest tune (as with so many of Lennon’s signature tunes) and is actually based on a campaign that Lennon and Ono launched in late 1969 – posting billboards around the world stating War is Over (If You Want It). While that may not have worked, the song quickly has become a Christmas standard.

Interesting little factor- if you hear the beginning- most people think Yoko is whispering Happy Christmas John and Lennon whispering Happy Christmas Yoko. Ono actually whispers Happy Christmas Kyoko and Lennon Happy Christmas Julian.   

Belleau Wood- Garth Brooks

Taken from his Sevens album, Belleau Wood is very similar in some aspects to Snoopy’s Xmas. It’s a sad tune about a truce over midnight. One of my favorite tunes- it’s another about forgetting and forgiving everything and everyone during Christmas. Christmas is always represented as a peaceful time (rather ironic really since it is a time for all family, who studiously avoid each other during the year, are expected to spend time together) although it not always is. The tune goes on about a German Soldier and a British soldier acknowledging each other at Christmas time before the clock strikes midnight and the truce is broken with the battle beginning all over again.

The song is sung with such beauty and in such a way only Brooks can that it always makes me feel like I want to cry each time I listen to it.

Last Christmas- Wham

Another holiday favorite of mine, it’s been redone over and over by many artists but there is nothing better than the original. Released in 1984, it reached #2 on the British charts (Beaten by Geldof’s ‘Do They Know It’s Christmas?’), it seems to make a habit of re-entering the musical charts around the world each December.

Another tune that reminds me of everything that is Christmasy- it is also a little bit about heartbreak and not being with the one you love at Christmas.

My Only Wish- Britney Spears

Yes, you did read rightly. I’m throwing Britney into the mix- something I never thought I would do but let’s face her version of this song does make me want to just jump around and get all hyper. It actually inspires me to laugh and dance at Christmas and I don’t dance.

It’s an upbeat, soda-pop, bubble-gum tune but I love it anyway.

Merry Christmas- Butch Walker

This is an Anti-Christmas tune but I love it anyway. One of the reasons I love Butch so much is that he’s not afraid to take on the topics that no one else will. Take this song for example. Instead of singing about joy, peace and hope he strips it down and tells a tale about what real Christmas is like for some people.

Gorgeous little anti-Christmas tune and one to add to the ipod.

I’ll Be Home For Christmas- Rascal Flatts

Any version of this song is gorgeous and a must have. Again, it’s the ‘White Christmas’ version. One of the reasons I love this tune so much is that it is pretty much just vocals and harmonies. No jingly instruments- nothing but stripped vocals. It’s peaceful, it’s beautiful and the guys from Rascal Flatts have amazing voices.

Please Come Home For Christmas- Jon Bon Jovi

Again, this is another tune I have many different artists singing but I prefer Bon Jovi’s version to the rest. Released in 1992 as part of the very successful A Very Special Christmas compilation, it reached #7 on the music charts.

Megadeth-United Abominations

Posted in Metal, Music Review, The Muse Speaks on December 27, 2009 by facingtheanimal

Megadeth-United Abominations

Record Label: Roadrunner

Year: 2007

Track Listing:

  1. Sleepwalker
  2. Washington Is Next
  3. Never Walk Alone…A Call To Arms
  4. United Abominations
  5. Gears Of War
  6. Blessed Are The Dead
  7. Play For Blood
  8. A Tout Le Monde (Set Me Free)
  9. Amerikhastan

10.  You’re Dead

11.  Burnt Ice 

United Abomination is the first album for Dave Mustaine, and his new lineup of Megadeth on Road Runner Records, and from the first there is a sound to the band that is reminiscent of their earlier days.

The album kicks off with “Sleepwalker”, and to be honest it was strange to hear Megadeth with such a heavy sound again. Since Youthasia, the band has had a lighter sound, but it seems that Mustaine has finally remembered that he was a pioneer of 80’s thrash metal and taken it on board.

In essence, the band go back to their roots. The sound is strong, solid, and pure old Megadeth. And more importantly there is attitude.

Mustaine has never been one to shy away from political issues, and you almost expect there to be a political feel to this album. Megadeth don’t disappoint with tracks such as “Washington Is Next”, and “Amerikhastan”.

Megadeth team up with Lacuna Coil singer, Cristina Scabbia to redo “A Tout Le Monde”. The song has been speed up, and while it is a great version, it’s not the original by a long shot.

United Abomination’s has catchy lyrics and melodies that are reminiscent of Countdown to Extinction, aggressive guitar solos that don’t just start at the chorus-they’re at the beginning of a song, at the middle and at the very end, and plenty of aggression full stop.

There is almost a frantic energy to this album that has been missing on albums such as Youthansia and Risk.

While the album is never going to be like Countdown to Extinction or Peace sells….whose buying, but it’s a step in the right direction.

Fans that have been jaded with Megadeth and their later albums such as Risk may see this as redemption.

Tracks not to miss: “Washington Is Next”, “Gears of War”, “Never Walk Alone…A Call To Arms”, and “A Tout Le Monde”.

Rating: HHHHH

Album Spotlight: The Beatles: Sgt Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band

Posted in Music Review, The Muse Speaks on November 16, 2009 by facingtheanimal

The Beatles-Sgt Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band

 

Record Label: Parlophone

Year: 1967

Track Listing:

01.  Sgt Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band

02.  With A Little Help From My Friends

03.  Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds

04.  Getting Better

05.  Fixing A Hole

06.  She’s Leaving Home

07.  Being For The Benefit Of Mr Kite

08.  Within You Without You

09.  When I’m Sixty-Four

10.  Lovely Rita

11.  Good Morning, Good Morning

12.  Sgt Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band (Reprise)

13.  A Day In The Life

 

 

The Beatles 8th Studio Album-  their magnum opus- Sgt Peppers Lonely Hearts Club Band, is without a doubt one of the greatest albums of all time. Recorded over 129 days, it was produced at a time where Beatlemania was almost over and The Beatles themselves were ready to go their separate ways.

Sick of touring, and sick of each other, The Beatles opted to record Sgt Peppers, drawing from their own musical influences to create an album that experimented with art, sound, technology, and songwriting.

 

One of the most important changing points about this album is that The Beatles suddenly emerged as men rather than the boys from Liverpool, with their matching haircuts and suits. Instead of just being The Beatles, they showed themselves to be artists as well as performers.

 

Sgt Peppers saw The Beatles experiment with sound effects, producing sounds that were both fresh and dynamic. They added crowd sounds and animal sounds, sped up Paul Mccartney’s vocals on ‘When I’m sixty – four’ to make him sound younger, and added orchestrations (in particularly on ‘She’s Leaving Home’) helping to bridge the gap between pop and classical.

 

Gone were the songs about Love (‘She Loves You’,  ‘From Me To You’) and other weightless topics, in came topics with real substance. Sgt Peppers allowed The Beatles to, openly, discuss mind-altering drugs (Many to this day Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds is a thinly veiled reference to LSD), Eastern Religion (‘Within You, Without You’ with its many Eastern Sounds).

 

The Beatles even created alter egos for each band member (Ringo Starr seamlessly introduces himself as ‘Billy Shears’ before bursting into ‘With A Little Help’).

 

The truth of is that before The Beatles, rock music was never considered an art just noise pollution. Sgt Peppers changed this with its theatrics, and artistic interpretations.

 

Even after 41 years, the songs on this album are still fresh, conceptual, original and simply the best. If you’re going to have one Beatles album in your collection, then you can’t go further than Sgt Peppers. I give it 5/5